my world~

2012-01-24T22:53:00.000-08:00

25.01.12- A new year.

Today's nian chu 3 and baby just book in early in the morning. Had a really great gambling session yesterday, Its like back to old school days. I think its really rare that we could hang out together. Anyway, this blog post came alittle late, haha. I wanna write up for 2012 new year resolution but i didn't have the time to use the com so here i'm filling up.

2012 new year resolution:

-Lose the damn weight (never once am i successful,darn)

-Earn & save more (this one important,haha)

-Try my very best not to anyhow lose temper( the zodiac says this year i'm extremely bad tempered)

-Get in better relationship with everyone be it families, boyfriend, friends or collegues

-Healthy lifestyle

I'm getting sleepy as i type this. Sian that i'm still unable to find my mahjong kakis, haha. This is the last off day for my CNY and i'm not utalizing it. Oh more sian. Ok, things to keep me excited. 1) Vinci's gona be back from aus again. 2) Valentine's Day. wee~ this means presents,haha. 3) Baby to stay out soon. 4)Genting gambling trip with baby. 4)Bali trip with family. 5)Quiting my job (just kidding man, hopefully not)

& so this is to ending 2011. Keeping my fingers cross this year as i feel it wouldn't be a smooth year for me. Oh my, i'm getting old, more and more superstious, lol.

2011-10-11T09:17:00.000-07:00

11/11/11- Recent sentiment.

There comes a point in life when you realize who matters, who never did, who won't anymore and who always will.

I'm glad i know who are the people who I can always trust to be by my side. Sometimes, probably, you actually never did change but you just stop pretending to humour us anymore. I guess that would be the last time I gave my heart, my trust to you. Goodbye.

2010-09-16T05:14:00.000-07:00

dear self,

please eat less.
please stay strong.
please run for longer.
please stay in control.
please don’t gain weight.
please go to bed feeling empty.
please, please, please don’t binge.
please don’t forget why you are doing this.
and please, oh please just hurry up and get thin.

(via skinnysweetpea)

2010-09-09T03:35:00.000-07:00

09.09.10

Baby coming back today!haha.oh yay! =D

gona update on 07.09.10 soon(:

2010-09-03T08:20:00.001-07:00

03.10.10

Tomorrow's OFF day(: so here i am wanting to blog on my malaysia trip and picnic.I think this month is pretty good cause there's 3 Favourite days spent with love ones.14, 30 & 31 of Aug(:

30.09.10

Plan to go to malysia 2nd round cause the first time we went there its awesome but didn't bring enough cash so we plan a second round and its like the 1st time,great shopping cause there's sale on over there.and this time round Mabel remind herself to bring her credit card with her but sadly,overspent,haha.

It's the 3 of us.Sis,me & mabel.

The food we ate.Garlie bread was mad nice! we ordered 2 plates of it.

We bought these tees for RM50.

Bought stage stuff as it's on 50% off.*happy*

Had a great time with them,We meet up at 2pm and reach singapore at 12plus,haha.Bought all my shoe there (slippers,pumps and sandals) I'm falling in love with PADINI AUTHENTICS.Their shoes are of good quality and cheap(: There will be 3rd round again for mooncakes,haha.&&& we wanna go REDANG together! haha.planning in process. (;

31.09.10

Yeah,so i reach singapore bout 12 plus and i chiong to the 24hour NTUC to get my ingredients for picnic,like super last min,haha.I made agar agar Jelly in blackcurrent flavor(: Its my first time going picnic and so happy that its with dear JUMBO.We went to marina barrage.Its our first time there and i guess it would be the last time.

Not that we will not be going for picnic together but certainly not at Marina Barrage.We had a great time there but the place is too far and ulu for kampong kias like us,haha.We like the scenery,overlooking the singapore flyer and stuff but its very high in cost cause we took cab there.We could do it at singapore sch there next time.convenient & close to home,haha.All we need is the same company of people(:

Our food(:

Joreen-sandwitch,Meiliang-different variety of fruits,Ziyu-spag,Anna-potato salad and sandwitch,Amy-Tibits & Drinks.

Will have another picnic when they have sch's holiday(:

2010-08-29T09:22:00.001-07:00

“ In three words I can sum up everything I’ve learned about life: it goes on.
— Robert Frost (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)

2010-08-17T03:36:00.000-07:00

17.08.10

Actually i'm super lazy to blog now so it'll be a short entry.I do look back to my older post so i blog to jot down those memories.

14.08.10

Happy day spent with baby.I think somehow things have change since he went in to army.He became more tolerant and patient with me.Maybe it's true that people say' absence makes the heart founder'.

We went from far east to 313.I'm actually quite shock that he's ok with shopping with me from 1 point to another.He show no anoyance or frustration.It's been a long while since i enjoy shopping with baby.The only thing i forgot to end the day with is taking neo print );

Baby promise this sun that when he's back,we are going to take neo print of his botak head,haha.I actually keep neoprints (uncut size) of us during early days of our relationship.Whenever i look through those pictures it reminds me of us in different phase of our relationship(: it's been 2 years 9 months(: and going strong(:

and,and,and...i finally got myself a belated birthday present,haha.*happiness*

I dun know why my hand is in such an awkward position.

baby got me another pink hello kitty head.Now,i have 3 hello kitty head with me on the bed.Baby say they are to acc me during those days without him,haha(: I'm super tire now,feel like sleeping but gona keep myself awake to wait for baby's call. 4 more days before baby book out ): and also 4 more days to off day,sian max-

2010-07-18T07:36:00.000-07:00

18.07.10- The best holiday,(11-14 july)

Though it's only at genting, I enjoy myself alot.No stress,nothing.All i do over there is, eat,play,sleep.That's all.The weather was great,my skin was in good condition as well,haha.restaurants and buffets daily but i missed mum's cooking.

Once back to singapore,could really feel the heat.Super humid.Maybe its because i went there for 4 days so i'm not used to the weather when i'm back.But luckily weather's been very good these few days so i'm rotting myself at home & loving it(:

Exam's over.A real relief but i dun think i did well cause i miss out too much when i'm overseas.It didn't bother me at all that i didn't have enough lessions or practice.I guess i needed the break too much.

June was a tough month,I hope everything would be better during August.Going back to work on aug,I will lay low and hope people dun question me bout the incident again.Hopefully everything would be better(:

2010-07-03T10:43:00.000-07:00

03.07.10 -List of things.

Super happy today cause i finally get my hair done and i really like the result.

Good hair day = A happy Day(: The person style it for me abit so i dun think it'll be the same after i wash my hair ):

It's something like that.

A list of things i want to do this month :

-To how it was last time.Home & House work.

-Rotting infront of TV for hours.

-Library to get some books.

-Meeting with dear JUMBO.

-Updating & getting updated on vinci's life via facebook message or msn.

-Hopefully i could make a trip to sabah to visit my aunt.

Things happening this month:

-UK exam for beauty therapy.(MAJOR)

-Genting Trip with Baby & families.

Actually alot of things happen last month and i'm really stress over it.It's like the worst month so far during this year.Like the sudden of not getting schedule: i'm guilty,angry,dissappointed,fratrated over it.I couldn't really get over it even till now,I would say i'm still very grumpy over this incident.Yes,i know i make a mistake and you want me to a learn a lesson but i think it should not be to the extend of you not giving me any schedule.I need to pay my bills, top up my ez link card eg.

okay,i'm gona stop.I always get very agitated when i talk about it.I feel like continuing it with lots of F in it but i backspace it away,no point.Then again trigger the anger in me.AND LIFE GOES ON... right? should move on.so i intent to make this month a fulfilling one though it bugs me like hell that i'm so damn gona eat grass next month.Okay,shall enjoy first then think of the consequences.Today is only a start(: Shall love myself more each day(:

2010-05-22T09:16:00.000-07:00

22.05.10- Insecure.HAPPY 2.5 Years anniversary.

I dun know how to start off, it's been such a long time since i blog.I wanted to call anna,ziyu or anyone of JUMBO.I want to confide them, tell them that i'm feeling messed up.Its been 1 month since i saw them,i miss them.Many a times,i told them i'm busy,yes i am.but at the same time,it's also excuses.I couldn't let go of time spent on work.

Today was our 2.5 years anni.It was how our date always was.It was fine with us.I like things this way,being mono yet happy.

Lots of things on my mind.I dun know where to start either.Am i being too insensitive towards people?I dun know.Do i actually feel okay being left out if my conscience is clear?

I miss them.I miss those time.I miss me.

2009-12-31T02:16:00.000-08:00

31.12.09-New year's eve.

Let's see,in another half night time it would be 2010.time flies and i'll be 20 next year.Today would be doing count down with JUMBO ,baby with his gentlemens.hmm...new year resolutions,shall type it down here and look back and see if i did achieve any of them.

*not in sequence.

-Stay healthy and not gaing excess weight.
-Stay strong with baby.
-Make time for JUMBO & friends.
-Alot more $$$.
-Get my beauty therapy cert & be a beautician.

yup,thats bout it.Hopefully,tonight would be a joyous one (:

2009-09-03T00:03:00.000-07:00

03.09.09-unexpected.

Finally my off day,gona work 5 days straight from 5th but luckily working hours are bearable.Last 2 days dad bought a dog from a friend,her name is MOMO.& yes,she's living with me now.

I totally dislike MOMO initially.I don't understand why dad have to buy a dog when my sis and i actually have animal phobia and its not like my house have a maid to clean up the mess.Felt really upset bout it but baby was the opposite thus MOMO like him the most.

Its censored(LOL)

We don't know where MOMO pick up this bad habit from but she always do this to baby,starting from the first time she saw him.what's more is that its a 'she' ,okay,a bitch cause its a female dog.Nowadays,whenever baby come she will do this automatically once he steps into my house.

They are in a good relationship.LOL.MOMO only stays put when baby hug her.

I still think that dad shouldn't buy MOMO home but i'm also afraid if i sell her,other owners would ill treat her.So far,she's been a very obedient dog.she wouldn't go into our rooms even if our doors are open.

I seriously think that my house is like a animal farm.A dog,2 species of fish and 12 ham hams.Recently xiao hei have given birth to 7 ham hams,wondering what their colour would be,haha.black or white?

2009-08-05T09:29:00.000-07:00

05.08.09-series of things.

Went out with angeline & karine to bugis & orchard to get her bikini.Bought a few essentials for work.eyeshadow,shoe and a top.

& yes,i found a job!wohoo~ Its a part-time job so i could manage lessons and work.Was so stress when i couldn't find a job.whenever i call the company's hQ,their reply is all the same.'please sumbit your resume to this bla bla bla website' damn,and all i could fill up on the column under experience is the shitty FACESHOP.

I submit to LOREAL still to try my luck and called up other brands.Its been 1 week plus and i have not received any calls for interview.I thought i probably flunk on the phone interview.

LOREAL reply back but i didn't went to check my mail,they call me to arrange for an interview,thats when all the other brands also starts to call back.LOL.Its like so finally,in the end,i choose to work in ETTUSAIS(:

17.08.09-Trainings.

18.08.09-First assignments.

20.08.09-Training.

Still have some time before i slog for work again.that's life.my life): but anyway,I did not regret quiting school.

2009-08-01T07:57:00.000-07:00

31.07.09-End of misery.

Bye bye GSS.

Bye bye FACESHOP.

I'll never step back to that environment again.

2009-07-24T10:47:00.000-07:00

24.07.09-Lots of appreciation.

First thing first,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOREEN.Didn't meet up with her though cause she's with ZL.

Met up with anna,meiliang first then ziyu.Went for dinner at pizza hut,couldn't finish up the pizzas though,kinda wasted.As usual,tour the whole cwp and saw kunhui with his girlfriend.Super hilarious with meiliang around kunhui.LOL.Anna & meiliang went home afterwards,leaving me & ziyu as i dun wanna go yet,wanted to wait for PI then go home together.In the end,I went to ziyu's house for round 45 mins.

Now,I'm so happy with my blogskin.100% satisfied,well,thanks to ziyu.I like it alot(: Today,I receive my first birthday present from 2 special someone.I like it alot & i really appreciate it,serious.Especially from 2 of those whom i never expect.

The colours are really beautiful.That's all i need.thank you.

Its very late now,going to sleep.Damn,the weather is super good but i have to wake up early for work ): nights!

p/s: Essentials,BABY & JUMBO.

2009-07-14T08:42:00.001-07:00

14.07.09-Hopeful.

I hope everything would go well for baby.

2009-05-17T01:39:00.000-07:00

17.05.09-Another Sunday.

Yeah,I saw it.miss xue ziyu thanks for blogging and changing my background on my behalf.Went to ziyu house yesterday for WT again but it seems like nothing construtive is done by me.Chit chatting again.It feels like working,when talking to her.explaining FACESHOP'S products,haha.

Should i go to new york skin solution for facial?should i?!

should i take 1week earlier on school holidays for working?!

Kinda annoyed staying at home on sat and sun doing nothing except doing house chores.

Hello-s

2009-05-16T11:25:00.000-07:00

Miss Ong LeeHong is super lazy .
So after I helped her changed background , I decided to help her blog.
To keep all of you updated, she's still alive and kicking :D
she came my house just now and left at 12 am . ok that's all . Bye ~

Kathy♥

2009-05-11T07:51:00.000-07:00

11.05.09-Shopping Urge.

Damn,I really feel like shopping,not in the sense of window shopping.It's like i got alot of things to buy.and the best thing bout it is,i have very limited money,close to broke.GREAT SINGAPORE SALES IS COMING and i want to save it till then.That damn bitch,ziyu kept saying that I'm aready like a future auntie.LOL.I take it as practical means of saving money.I think i have been supressing the urge to spend money and now i cant stop myself.Its like retail therapy.Its been so long since i bear to part with my moneyand now I have been spending out of budget for this month and i got to stop this.

and the solution is to keep myself busy by working.I have been hanging out with ziyu recently.Though i hate to admit it,i do like spending time with her.as usual,forever going nuts.she's a total bitch today.I hate her for today's noon time.where else,everything is fine.

I know laziness would probably be my fatal weekness but seriously,ever since i'm with baby,the relationship with people around is always very tense.that's what i felt but now,I guess everything falls back nicely into place.especially friends.It's good to have people to talk to and it did help.i went to ziyu's house to trade wt lessons with some chatting sessions.I learn and realise that this is all i need and is contended with it.I dun need alot of friends,just a few good ones would do.Its been a long way,trying to make things right but efforts seems to be washed down the drain.and right now,I just want things to remain this way.

2009-04-15T09:08:00.000-07:00

15.04.09-Satisfaction =D

I thought today would be just another day.Went home early cause gona prepare baby for his D&D but in the end i was too tired that i fall asleep,forgetting to help him.

After baby went for his D&D,I started doing all my house chores which is suprisinly not that much.My sister told me she was going out with mabel and asked if i wanna tag along.They said they'll be going to JURONG

I prepare myself & tag along with them.I was really thrilled at the thought of it.never tried it before.Mabel is always very good at those DIY stuff.I remembered that she and my sis were the first one to teach me bake cookies.which even baby himself said is nice(: did bake some for anna& ziyu but too bad,they didn't attend school that day.

I'm really happy today because,

I went to icing room(:

I'm satified because,

This is the cake that I have done *BIG SMILES*

Mabel's cake is nicer & bigger than mine):

Mabel's cake(:

Mabel & her cake.

Because of mabel's beauty therapy course's uniform,onlookers thought that she's working at the shop and that explains her professionalism in designing the cake.haha.But i like her uniform alot.initially,I still thought that she was taking nursing course.

That's for today(: Waiting for Baby to be back from his D&D diner. Dun know if he would like my cake.hmm...

2009-04-14T07:03:00.000-07:00

14.04.09-frustrations.

I am sick again.so seldom that when i tell people that,they will doubt it.Suffering from flu & fever.Didn't turn up for lessons today.My timetable suck like shit.everyday is either to 5 or 5.30.Now,my schedule is tighter.But i guess,its better in its own way.no time for me to ponder over other unnessary stuff.

Baby is going D&D tmr and he's suffering from cough and sore throat.we seems like a pair of sickly couple.LOL.hope that he can win some great prizes back that we can sell and trade for money.haha.we dun need electronics anyway.

I dun feel like blogging.all of a suden.that's it.

2009-04-12T08:32:00.000-07:00

12.04.09-Day out.

A day with mummy & sis to malaysia.Its been such a long time since i went out with them.had a great time as mummy is a total vainpot all of a sudden and is also generous today(:

The 3 of us(:

half way through the shopping and i'm aready like super tire.dammit.I guess i getting older.haha.cant stand walking for long hours.ONG LEE YEN is the best liao lor,mummy buy for her all the things she want.

YAY.we're happy =D

Our gains.

What's wrong with mummy exactly?menopause?shouldn't be...she have been bugging me to buy more and more masks for her & every other 2 days,she would ask me to put on masks for her as well.weird.LOL.

Cam whoring with her cap before we went out.

& yep,I cropped my damn hair short.haha(:

It felt real shitty initally but i got use to it afterwards.Its alittle like taking off a burden OFF my hair.LOL.the hair extentions,i mean(;

Well,tmr's school day and i bet it suck.& ziyu said that she wouldn't be late.erm...HOPEFULLY then if not i'm all alone): poor baby & anna.different classes.good luck to us then!

2009-03-09T08:18:00.000-07:00

09.03.09-& 1 more day to go.

one paper down,E MATHS.Another paper left for tmr.& i'll be busying with work till holiday ends.No time for any other things till april ): but i set the schedule myself so no blaming.I know my hard work would pay off rewardingly at the beginning of the month so everything's worth it (: NO PAIN,NO GAIN.

Back to tmr.How am i gona survive tmr's paper?shit.I guess the only way is to get my ass off the bed early and memorise everything in a few hours time.and the best thing of all now is that,i have been having sleepless night for weeks.in short,insonmia.

I still thought of having enough rest before my hectic working schedule.now,it seems hard.I have to find a pair of shoes by tmr for work and probably,another pair of jeans.I dun know what is it with me,but all my shoes cant last long.F.I think its because i'm too rough.so it's like every 3 weeks-1 and a half month,i have to find another pair of shoes.

&&& IT show's round the corner but i cant go ): I want to check out the price of my Ipod classic.I wanted it so badly.how?

mummy have been asking me to switch off my com now.so off to tossing on bed.

2009-02-25T01:54:00.000-08:00

25.02.09-thus,the waiting.

If only money fall down from the sky just like that for me.yet again,i'm counting down to the beginning of a month.waiting for the amount in the bank to increase.then,like a rountine,it went on and on.money,that i cant get enough of.let's just say its greed.

2009-02-23T07:36:00.000-08:00

23.02.09-Ups & down.

My brother's teacher called a moment ago and sadly,i'm the one who answer the call.& the next thing he knew it,i rat on him bout every bad thing he done in class.MUAHAHA!and sure enough,he gotten a harsh scolding from my parents.i'm so happy,gloating over his unfortunate happenings now.ahaha=D

2009-02-20T05:34:00.000-08:00

21.02.09-Fly away.

I want to go far,far away from here too.Vinci is in aussie now & i'm missing her): sadness.With the air tickets being so affortable,i wanna take a break,go for vacation but...i couldn't part with the money): how?!

It's so stressed up here.exams are round the corner and i have not study for it.ALOT of people have been telling me how 'no life' i am.yeah,my life only revolve around,work & school.I cant part with work cause i wanna save money.just in case.my future is bleak,i no longer know what i want to/can do in the future.

Perhapes i'll save for a few more years.for now,i have to get back to my life. and again,there goes tmr,FULL SHIFT.

2009-02-14T07:45:00.000-08:00

14.02.09-Valentine's Day

It seems like every month of 22 to me.the only difference would be more couples on the street,hard to get a place in restaurant eg.but i guess we plan the time pretty well except that we're late for a few mins for the movie(:

Could feel the love in the air when walking around orchard.well,i'm equally blissed as well but i guess it's not only on valentine itself.it's a 'almost' daily thing.haha(:

Went to cafe cartel for dinner,orchard then back to AMK for movie.UNDERWORLD: The rise of the lycans.thumbs up for this movie.even the usually 'laid back,oftenlly feel like sleeping when i choose the movie' dearie is totally engaged in the movie.

The food.

Dearie is inspecting his food.LOL.

YAY!I finally bought my daily planner,thanks to dearie =D I saw one at kinokuniya with vinci and was so damn tempted to buy but it was freakily expensive.30 bucks for a organiser.god.&& dearie just got it for me though he knew that,perhapes,one month later i would 'forget' to use it.

Last but not least,I ♥ YOU DEARIE(: (did i told you that on the day,opps*)

2009-02-11T06:06:00.000-08:00

10.02.09-I GOT A BIG TIGHT SLAP FROM MY DAD A FEW MIN AGO.

CHAOS.I'M 19 this year,and a min ago i got a big tight slap from my dad.reasons?for talking back.NO,i'm just fighting for my own rights or said,reasoning with him.and yes,i got the anwers and i did not misinterpret his intensions and what he meant.

POINTS ARE AS FOLLOWED:
-i should do every singe chores in the house after i get back home at 5.
-i should get scoulded for the tinest chores i miss out.
-i should never asked my brother and youngest sister for help & should feel shameful if i do so.
-they shouldn't touch the brooms,wash the plates or do any chores except sitting infront of tv/com doing absoultly nothing.
-and they shan't be blame for that cause god arrange them to come years after me.

& thats a fairly good rule an unreasonable dad would argue with.consequences with disapproving teaching methods,a big tight slap and a threat that he would beat with to death.

He said i did nothing in the house except for lazing around.if that was the case,did he think that he hired maid to clear the house?well,i finally,clearly understand his stand.In the past,i didn't really think he mean it but now i finally understand his point of view.i never did come front to front with him cause i knew the one who suffer most would be my mum.

Today was an exception.I had enough.i argue bout everybody having to play a part in doing chores,not me and my sis alone.but he thought otherwise.BECAUSE WE ARE THE ELDSEST,THE GIRLS,WE ARE SUPPOSE TO DO THIS WITHOUT ANY COMPLIANT!&&& what generation am i in now?i'm in china,you mean?WTF is all this?why bother to let us go school if we're meant to be a housekeeper?housekeeper doen't need a cert?!

I would not talk back and i'll do as whatever i'm told but i'll never condone and approve his teaching methods.NEVER.